Not another one leaving me. please.
I believe ue will overcome this.
I am not like others. Who are able to express themselves well when they see ue face to face.
I am shy and timid. I keep all my feelings to myself and only can express it through writing cards.
Though I could not express myself fully each time.
But, I will really pray hard for ue.
At least, ue are the one that make me bold in school.
Have a little faith.
I believe ue will overcome this.
I am not like others. Who are able to express themselves well when they see ue face to face.
I am shy and timid. I keep all my feelings to myself and only can express it through writing cards.
Though I could not express myself fully each time.
But, I will really pray hard for ue.
At least, ue are the one that make me bold in school.
Have a little faith.


I'm counting down to e day graduating from dance. And I bet I'm gonna miss my 2 dance partners a lot. The pain we went through together during trainings, doing super random stuffs together, acting like immature kids. heeheehee. Though I really want to faster graduate from dance, but I DO LOVE DANCING. 5 more months, in a blink of an eye, it's gonna past soon. I'm already counting down how many dance performances can i be a part of it. And after that, when can I start dancing again???
I dunno why am i posting this. But I just love how retarded the both of us can be when we are together.
Is it because we are both childish? Hehehehe.
& of course, my HUAWENQU~ (:
In every season, You are still God and I know I have a reason, why I sing, why I worship and why I persevere through. You are the reason. Holiday started and I've already pen down the different things that I want to see myself fulfilling during this two months break, getting myself ready for another year of moulding and my O levels. In a blink of an eye, 2010 is gonna be over and indeed I've went through different seasons and I can say that it's not a bed of roses as I chose to walk the narrow path. Struggles in school, with my family. All of them seems so overwhelming, like a gigantic wall that I'm never able to cross over and to carry on my race with Him.
But again and again, He showed me His faithfulness and grace, and ultimately, His sacrificial love that picked me up, motivated me to move on this journey with Him.
Holding close to my heart, after every stormy season, I'll see the beautiful rainbow prepared ahead for me. Whenever we are walking through storms, there bound to be fears, rain, thunderstorms and it's so menacing to us that we tend to just go back to our safe places( comfort zone) so that we felt protected. But in fact, God is actually still holding us and because of the dark we cant see or feel Him.
I thought everything was going fine. Staying there. But it isn't.
Help me to always to hold on to what You have spoken into my life.
Blessed is she who believes that what the Lord has said to her will be accomplished.
- Mood:accepting
- Music:desert song
Shepherd of my soul. Reminded me of the time when i first received Christ into my life. And hey, it was the song they ministered to me and i got saved and the very first song i learnt when i became a christian at p4. It's a very special song to me ...
Well, thank God for this one week break. Time to spend with my family as well as catch up with my school work. especially my maths. (:
- Music:shepherd of my soul
Romans 12:12
As believers we are to be constantly rejoicing in the hope that we have. Hope refers to that glorious future expectancy which is guaranteed because God said it. As we look to the future we can do so with confident and rejoicing expectancy. The future is as bright as the promises of God. The coming of the Lord Jesus is a sure thing! Every child of God has a very bright future, and this ought to bring great rejoicing to our hearts. Romans chapter 8 has much to say about our future expectancy!.
"Patient in tribulation"--the word "patient" carries the idea of staying under the trials of life, persevering, bearing up under, staying with it, "hanging in there," not giving up but keep going on in spite of all the difficulties and obstacles and problems and pressures! In 1 Thessalonians 1:3 we learn that hope produces patience. It’s because of hope that we can endure and continue on in the midst of tribulation and pressure. Hope looks beyond the present trial and lays hold of the promises of God. "Continuing instant"=adhering to, persisting in. The believer must give himself to prayer and be strong in prayer. Prayer demands effort and persistence. It is not easy to pray and it is not easy to stay with it (see the other usages of this verb in Acts 1:14; 2:42; 6:4; Col. 4:2).
AMEN (:
how i wish i could go up to heaven right now and see God face to face, and dance around heaven with Him (:
i want to see how heaven looks like, how my room looks like with name carved on it, how beautiful,majestic heaven is, because i know that heaven is the most beautiful place you can ever find. I want to see how beautiful, how handsome God is, how beautiful are the angels. awww... God ue really really love us muchmuchmuch (:
i want to see how heaven looks like, how my room looks like with name carved on it, how beautiful,majestic heaven is, because i know that heaven is the most beautiful place you can ever find. I want to see how beautiful, how handsome God is, how beautiful are the angels. awww... God ue really really love us muchmuchmuch (:
- Mood:(:
For a moment, i just realised that we're coming to the end of August. In a blink of an eye, we're gonna come to the end of sec3 life! haha. Well, to be exact, it should be in 2 months time? School holiday starts on November. Woot. There're still so many things left in my agenda undone, so many things to do yet no time to spare. So many things to do yet can't seems to move my heavy,fat body. Too much of my flesh and too much of my own enjoyment. Xinyuan, it's time to step out of your comfort zone! I don't want to live wasted moments...
sidetrack : if you are not going to take care of my eyes properly, and take off your contact lens before you sleep each time, you might be go blind uh. ohno. I got to take care of my eyes now.
sidetrack : if you are not going to take care of my eyes properly, and take off your contact lens before you sleep each time, you might be go blind uh. ohno. I got to take care of my eyes now.
- Mood:dancing
its 1210 and im still here. Not because I'm still addicted to facebook, twitter or supper or television programme. But I'm really studying for my physics common test tomorrow! Just finish writing exposition essay and now heading to my physics notes and packing my stuffs before bed. Woot. It's gonna be a long night for me, and a long day of studying and tests for me. God, give me energy and wisdom to memorize and complete my notes earlier. HAHA. & i pray that although school ends at 130 tomorrow, I'm still able to bless someone in my class.
Gonna have a time of prayer now, and then hahaha. PHYSICS, here I come !(:
Gonna have a time of prayer now, and then hahaha. PHYSICS, here I come !(:
- Mood:mugging
- Mood:birthday-mood