Love

HAHA.
had dance today ,
quite intense.
was rushing for dance so i skipped my lunch.
i thought i could slack abit cus cher went overseas.
haha, and guess what.she was there !!
poor me.
started dance warm-up,which lasted for 1 hour.
then started dancing, not up to standard,
cher was angry so we ended up doing warm-up exercise again.
haha, and it lasted for 2 hours. :x
struggled through dance warm-up.
was super hungry ):
can ue imagine dancing for 5 hrs straight without eating breakfast and lunch?
but praise the Lord, dance ended earlier.
so rush to kovan to have cup-walker w AH-MAN-TOU, then train-ed down to Dhoby Gaut.
&& YEAH, friday dance changed timing. NO MORE 9-6 :D
its from 1pm-6pm.
so dun have to rush down for dance after sending them off.
Cellgroup was alright today. Shared CZ-Input today as usual. Discussed CZ-Buzz w cg finally.
ta-dah , and reached home @ 11:30

campus group tomorrow.
im so looking forward to it :D

i want to make the right choices.
and i hope, i did.

was just surfing e net when i saw this baby photo.
ohmygoodness,
SHE IS SOOOOO CUTE ! :D

There's School tomorrow !
and in another 8 more days its gonna be ENG/HCL paper 1 ! :D
29 Sept.
hmm, its somebody's bday lei .. HAHA.

its doc today.
then after that went to eat sushi w chin,chua & jk.
was having a terrible gastric pain on the way there.
so i just stood there and kept quiet.
but it gt worse on my way back that
everything seems to be black & white to me.
im so afraid that i might faint . HAHA.
but i just squat down for awhile and took 25 home.
thank God im feeling better now.
(:

its friday ~
im so looking foward to saturday's oikos ! :D

booo. im back (:

hahaha , im not late for school today ! YEAH !
&&&&
I CUT MY FRINGE AGAIN ! :D
its getting shorter and shorter. (:

campus group today.
no basketball cus was fellowshipping w my dearest xiaoni(:
after campus, went cherikids &
bought pacifier ! (:

studying with wenwen and clarissa tmr.
short dance practice tmr. (:
higher chinese test tmr . RAHH

booo .
nearly late for school today .
skipped leaders assembly.
practical exam tmr . RAHHHH

I felt e hardening , the refining .
there's a long path for me to walk , am i willing ?

Pencil story
The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil,
"Before I send you out into the world.
Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."

"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."

"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil.

""Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make

.""Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside.

""And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write.

"The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.
Now replacing the place of the pencil with you.
Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.

Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.

yeap, im here again , just to say ...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! MY DEAREST CHINTINGFANG ! :D

its been great knowing you.
& i thankgod for placing ue in my life.
HAVE A BLESSED BIRTHDAY ! :D

I have a piece of good news to share !! :D

Momma is coming for Agape Rally ! :D

Its teachers' day !
which means HOLIDAY !
haha .
if ue really take a look @ yr calendar, have ue realised that
its just 3 more days to end of term 3 ?
which means 3 more days to
1 WEEK HOLIDAY !!!! :DDDD
im currently already in my holiday mood.
but ... maths test, science test coming .
RAHHHHH !
gt to study a little before i could really free myself frm all these.

went for combine cellgroup just now.
then for saturation @ Eunos Cresent. (:

agape rally is just this coming saturday.
planning to invite momma and jiawei for this rally.

JIAYOU ! :D

well , i believe that things are getting better . (:
just wanna thank God for touching my heart once more.
renew-ing e fading love in my heart.

teach me to do it w a willing heart.

againagainagainagain.

im falling apart.

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy ????????



i want all this to stop.
STOP.

back from service.
didnt go for evening because papa & momma quite unhappy already.

got to start everything afresh.
Thank You for always being there for me &
for putting it so deeply into my heart.

im thankful :D

to be kind , to love , to be compassionate is not by force .


campus group was funfunFUN!
thankGod for so many fishes and manage to really talk to them.
its a great time spent with them :D

frisbee was FUN!
played like crazy people.
basketball, dodgedodgedodge.
but manage to shoot.
badminton, no chance to play


but in conclusion ...
its GOOD ! 

i enjoy long bus rides , walking home alone after school.
haha, many people may think that im being very emotional by doing that .
why would i choose to be alone without people ?

Usually, thats the time whereby i reflect on my walk with God.
Have i been running or walking ? staying in my comfort zone ? 
if i were to describe my walk with God ,  what would it be ?

i always describe my walk with God like a father bringing his babygirl to school.
& God is the father , holding my hand , guiding me , leading me to cross the roads ( trials,obstacles)
however, my walk to school is a long one.
& I will passby lots of shops , playground, etc . ( temptations,distractions,wants,desires)
and sometimes, i'll "ditched" him, shakes off his hands and ran to take a look at those attractive toys,sweets displayed outside, or ran to the playground to play.
And when im hurt when im playing at the playground,or when i fell down when i dash across the streets, i'll cry and run back to God, saying " papa, im hurt and in pain. "
and always , father will be running towards me and helped me up saying
"are you ok? dont let go of my hands again ? (: "  

many times,  i'll shake off his hands and went to do my own things , run on my own direction, leaving him behind.
but everytime when im hurt and wounded , he'll run to me to ask whether im alright , and still willing to hold my hands again.

 
stop.
there's a reason for everything.
accept it ,
learn your lesson ,
learn from your mistake ,
and cont your journey.
stop looking back.
stop turning back.
stop retreating,
stop walking backwards.

LOOK INFRONT,
WALK STRAIGHT.